+_milkshake_+

2006-03-05T06:27:00.000-08:00

sorry peepz!

haha. i know it a long time .
and sure there's alot of happenings.
a couple of my friends complaints . my blog nothing liao.
lol. apologise to all of you .

haha. my coursework & assignment drowing me liao .
so busy that could log in . somemore log in still forget
username and password. die liao lah ..lol
so much to say..

haha. dunno where to start sia . basically
i living my life normally now . yupp im in college .
first, congratulate my friend, ling , got boyfriend ler
and very happy for her. she's a happy girl. im happy als0 =).

second, i got my laptop . own my me me me me! as a birthday present
in advance of my 18th birthday. really really happy =) . having been
interested in friendster animore . hahas . but il still update new pics .

friends, i always online . so if you are unhappy or want me to
do you all a favor i am just here for all of you .

hmm, i just knew a hk guy, he;s name is james .
he's basically a lecturer . everytime he chat to me in msn.
he give me lecturer about everything . lol .
he study in uni . but he chat alot . soo much i couldnt read .lol
he's a nice guy . thanks =) anyway!

i learned something...
Life is a journey . long and hard journey .
but is love that make the journey
sweet and short . also with determination
and hopes.

should blog again soon . yup it tml il blog .
i will promise :) lol .

2005-10-16T10:45:00.000-07:00

moii` dedicationn`.

who ever is secret lovin` someone
deeply. this song dedicate t0
ya as well okay?

痴心绝对 - 李圣杰

想用一杯latte把你灌醉
好让你能多爱我一点
暗恋的滋味你不懂这种感觉
早有人陪的你永远不会

#1
看见你和他在我面前
证明我的爱只是愚昧
你不懂我的那些憔悴
是你永远不曾过的体会

chorus
为你付出那种伤心你永远不了解
我又何苦勉强自己爱上你的一切
你又狠狠逼退我的防备
静静关上门来默数我的泪
明知道让你离开他的世界不可能会
我还傻傻等到奇迹出现的那一天
直到那一天你会发现真正
爱你的人独自守着伤悲
repeat #1

bridge
曾经我以为我自己会后悔不想
爱的太多痴心绝对为你落第一滴泪
为你做任何改变也唤不回你对我的坚决

2005-10-11T15:13:00.002-07:00

hee ") yes i change my skin.

i noe i zi liann` put my big pic

in` the backgr0undd`.

long time no blog lerr`

n0w i will do it more often back.

paiseh worr`. nowadays alot of

homework andd` assignment.

wonder am i nuts or somethingg`

i wen to joinn` the school embassadorr`.

-dia0s- hee tml g0t meeting. maybe involved

in so many thingg` then i w0nt dink so much

bahh`.

btw, me andd my friend are doinn` a christmas

card to earn 50 bucks. hmm. we half ; half.

okaye lars . i found out i g0t lot of other

people de mimi inside me lei. wonder

if im really a g0od listener. g0t loads

of it inside of me. hee =)

im a g00d friend i knoe.

i just knew a few guys in my sch0oL.

hmm. Marvin, Ricky , Michael andd`

raymond ( i think) hee. they're quiet

andd` very very clever people . hmm that doesnt

mean im t0opid okaye.

im still in love with michael. how?

hmm. nowadays people always think about

their ex's . wad about y0u? wad bout' michael?

well well, hope jiamin is fine .. d0nt think so much

worr` . i h0pe everythingg` will be fine okayee.` hee

i w0s supposed t0` sendd` u a songg` andd hell u cant

openn` it . hmm. it a h0kkienn`s0ngg` very super nice.

it goes...

ai t0i li..xim tiar tiar

xu t0i li..xim tiar tiar.

basically is..

fall in love, heart pain pain..

think of u , heart pain painn`

hee").

went OC. omg the philippines performance

super duper nice! shuaii-ge also alot . hee ")

but i d0n bother also. hee ")

oh ya! my mum is opening a indonesiann` restaurant

this n0vember. a c0uple of the menu is i c00k dee.`

im able t0 cook cus i pass my` f0od hygiene.

clever me hah? -

hao lerr` so latee i haben sleepp` later my mum` know

sure kana kan andd ch0. hee ") hao lerr` aku wan t0

orhh` orhh` lerr.

` m i ss y. su per fiCiaL `-me

( my` ni ck na me)

ii ` wanna dedicate my h0ney ; bunn`ies dis songg`

Ge Qian- Jay ch0u. t0day xia0'tiann`jia fav qu0te...

Life is journey of many destinations..

each destination contain thing called memory;

it helps us to move on with our journey;

but everyone will been through a special destination

called LOVE;-

Destination of LOVE is a unknown distance and desicision;

either a choice of regret or happiness ( happily ever after);

d0n hold on t0 ur DESTINATION cuss there're is more

to see andd more destination to be completed.. d0 nort look

bck. for everything is fatedd ` to be. when it comes it comes;-

when it goes; or nort urs;- it will be gone foreverr`.

hope everyone likes it. good dayy` worr. live

ur life t0 the fullest every day filled with happiness

and hope.

2005-09-16T11:12:00.000-07:00

sometimes i tot that life would be
good with love.

but is love something hard to mend and blend?
it something missing in there..
i dont know.

basically i think my ex bf, michael
simply understand me and know me the best.
i wouldnt elaborate how. but he simply
knows wad i want, when im sad or happie
and how to turn things better so i would smile.

but i did get tempted to turn to him again..
but basically i couldnt stand the crack..
a deep crack.

if one thing turn bad..everything turn bad..
how i wish...
i could hav e a guy that i love simply so much
to be myself..know wad i want..
and just sacrifice everything i have to him..
and may he cherish and return..
the love just continue and continue..
love my good and bad..my flaw and shit..
understanding is very important
and trust..

my sis and bf break ler...it simple..
my sis just turn her back to alex.
he is a good guy..i told my sis..
he is a 100 percent prefect man i wish for..
but as for everyone have different kind of
taste and expectation...
i just wish i could have the process of loving someone
again just like i did when i was with michael..
the long lasting love i have been waiting for..
back to reality..
i gonna study well in order to go nursing..
but the time im 22 when i finish and complete
my study i will turn to having children and marriage..

i wan to be a good lover..
i do. i miz you (u know who ure)
i do...

now i know no one understand me
well as good as God. he is a multiple
prefect man! the PREFECT MAN!
God is the best..never let me down.
i love you GOD. he always show me the light
and the way of my path. i simply
sacrifice myself to ya.
please forgive all my unforgiven sin.

having God by my side then a real man
is far better than having a bf. i just nort ready i guess.
but there is a man out there waiting for my reply..
I cannort give out or sacrifice things for anyone
or neither love you completely..
cus i dun have a choice and neither i have
the way or choices..

just bear with me will ya? jus let me sort out everything
and i will be with u as long u want me to.
i told my sister..
in a woman heart..
there will be only one guy that she love so badly
and unforgotton..
then my sis told me..
the one that is deep down ur heart doesnt
have to be the one u marry to.
yea true..
but i guess the man i deep down love is always YOU.

i am so LOST now. absolutely no one to turn to. HOW?>
haiz. i guess im on my own. standing on my two feet now.
no one is reliable. my family suituation is getting worse
and worser. i just cant take it anymore...
just leave me a lone for quite sometime. i cant
face everything by myself now. im sorry people..!

musiC- kelly clarkson- behind the hazel eyes

hehehehee

2005-04-10T15:52:00.001-07:00

heheheheeee 008
Originally uploaded by stella_milkshake.

hehe=) lookin up de. duhhhhh..

duhhbrainn

2005-04-10T15:52:00.000-07:00

duhhbrainn 060
Originally uploaded by stella_milkshake.

mi and my angel sis.

derr duhhbrainn

2005-04-10T15:51:00.001-07:00

duhhbrainn 059
Originally uploaded by stella_milkshake.

duhhbrainn andd the derrbrainn

2005-04-10T15:51:00.000-07:00

duhhbrainn 049
Originally uploaded by stella_milkshake.

mi and my sis. lamebo.~

duhhbrainn

2005-04-10T15:50:00.000-07:00

duhhbrainn 035
Originally uploaded by stella_milkshake.

mi new picx. i like dis.

duhhbrainn

2005-04-10T15:49:00.000-07:00

duhhbrainn 032
Originally uploaded by stella_milkshake.

twist?

2005-04-10T15:20:00.000-07:00

hehe. bck again.
mm. saw alot of mie frd
gt bf liaos. veri happi ferr
dem. =)

hmm. dis two weeks gt holidae.
nt verii nicee. but okaee lo.
furnishin my mum's bf hse.
derr hse look so gd andd
derr garden so big. nice!

yaryarx.

call mi daddi andd nanny
ytd. miss dem so much.
almos cry wen tokin
to mie daddi.
sigh-

my sis oso gt bf le.
so happi ferr her oso.
wonder if mie bf would
be gd to mie or nt.
(if he sees dis he
goin to kill mie)
j/k lars dearie.

waitin ferr mie bro
to haf a gf. den
we will haf happi
family. lol

tuesday goin to skool
le. hais. so sians at sch.
tml need to work. so tired.

yawn~ i wanna slp le.
it late.

i will blog tml. promise!

-wo hui zhang kai wo de shou
bien chen zhi bang shou hu ni-

-muSsiCC- Mariah Carey-It;s like datt. super nice!!

ferr every sec datt cheerr eu up.will cheerr ya downn as well

2005-03-29T15:21:00.000-08:00

hmm.
ferr every sec datt cheerr eu upp
wil oso cheerr ya dwnn againn=(

i giff up. he;s a idiot. lol =P
i find my cuttie chubby boi,
who had been waitedd ferr miee
two yrss. mmm..ke lian hor?

kae larx. he;s berri sweett indeed.
hmm. berrii cutee leh. lol. cannt
stand it. andd stil sayang miee
so much.

kae larx. stp tokin abt boi,
it wil seem like im a bitch.
lol. =P

my jie got bf liao. can see she
realli lurvee datt guy. wish dem
all e best. chang chang jiu jiu
duo sheng xiao hai. oppsi.
i didnt jus say it outta loudd.
pardon mieee..=)

todaee wass quitee a chatty daee,
tokk to alott of pple onlinee todaee
also found miee pri sch frd in frdster.

aiyox. tsunami again. i wonderinn
wart is god tryin to tel uss abtt dis
happenin? is it goin to be a judgement
dae soon. i dunno.
burt i tink if a person is innocent,
faithful andd trust in God,
u wil nt be taken awae andd
notin under God;s hse wil
shaken. mm..gd concept. lol.

P.S. God pls save the innocent
andd poor pple, gif dem ur
protection shield. take awae
deir fear andd sadness.
comfort dem wiff ur warmness.
giff dem hope andd lifee.
bring dem towards ur love.
bring e warmness in dis earth
gather together to care ferr each
other who is less unfortunate.as
ur love presence. amen.

well it;s a prayer ferr the sufferers
in tsunami. each time i see dem
suffering over the disaster feel
like cryin. how i hope to help dem.
sad =(.

life is jus a up and downn ting.

tml i mus go andd watch constantine.
lol =) wif miee best frd lalah po...!

*if u promisee to smile andd care fer mie
i will lurvee euu forever..!

musSic. Mario- Let me lurve you. --> super nice! U.K top 1

2005-03-26T15:23:00.000-08:00

im today...
i finalli cut mie bloody lng hair.
hmm. feel so light now.
tml gt to layer it. lol.
tanks auntie ferr cutin mie hair
FOC (free of charge) lol.

hm. i tink im goin to tell duh guy.
hehe=) although im prepare
to hear sumting bad or gud frm him.
but stil mus say.

cus iff i dunn saee..den i will be wasting
mie tyme. iff he reject miee denn i go
findd sumonee betta.
yeah pple?

kkx larx. dun tokk abt himm lerx.
i hpe it go well soon. goin to
car boott sale tml.
cheap...=)

wanna ZzzzZzz liaox.
write tml.

*promisee tml will bee betterr ferr uss..lol.

muSsiCc --> eminem_-mockingbird_- nice!!

2005-03-25T18:46:00.000-08:00

i haf been so happi =P
i actualli told dat guy i like him
hehe=)
i cant believe i like ferr two yrrs.
lol.
omg. i giv him clue den he guess it miee.
den i gt shock. but i still deny it.
hehe =)

i receive a hug frm..ahem.
although pple dun find
him attractive BUT
as long as i like it.
it doesnt matta at all.
right pple?

although i stil cant
get over my past. but i need
to try. lol.
i keep pinning my past.
hate it.

omg. his smile n style
is god damn attractive.
every time i see him.
i'll bee smilin all day.
cant help it.

he is a gentleman.
he is helpful.
everyone likes him.
he is nice, kind.
too good. cant help
not fallin in lurvee wit
him.

thanks god ferr dis guy
my world is full wit
happiness.
may god bless
dis marvellous admiration.

muackies. i lurve euu veri much.
andd u betta know it.

*i couldnt tell eu becus im scared,
now i told eu hope u get the clue.

musSicC--> aaliyah_-miss_euu- bloody nice!!

2005-02-10T14:25:00.000-08:00

im SAD!!

why shud i encounter
so much pain??

dis beginning of e yr.
is my worst yr.-cry-
no one will eva udstd.
-sigh-

my mood is ruin.
im nt happie anymre.
5th Feb. my mum left.
leaving mi n my youngest
sis alone wif my bro n
bro-in-law. stress!!

der is servere probs in dis fam.
look pple. my mum left me
leavin me n my sis. honestly,
i dun blame her fer leaving,
instead i encourage her to go.

after she left, i gto face
many black faces -stress!-
first she left me MANY stuff
to do. bank, money,work etc.

DO ANYONE UNDERSTAND??

i need to tc of mi sis.
cook,chores..bla bla..
my hwrk, my work, cook..
stressin mi into nuts.

FAMiLy..gd sub to tok..
bck home..everyone needs
$$$..and i alwaeis need to figure
out how to get money..whyee e hell
dey invent $$??!!

I AM SCARED!! FEARING MYSELF!!

my frds..pulling mie toward demself
"stella, hang ard wif mie"
"stella, solve it fer me"
"stella, i need ur help fer c/wk"
stella, stella, stella!! im DEAD!!

go wif dis frd. dat frd angry.
alamak,go to sch still mus worry
fer many tings. shop safety,my sis etc.

GOD, PLS HELP ME!!SAVE ME!!

recently i saw my bro blog,
i cant stand him hafin dis kind
of feelings, seeing him sad.
WHAT HAPPEN??

i really wanna start working
earn money & gradually SOLVE
EVERYTHING!!

School, coursework..homework!!

im going to be CRAZY!!
i guess i mus start
applying woodbridge
hospital!!

-life has a limitation of smile, happiness, sadness, stress, love..& so on...-

muSsiCc- All fer you- Janet Jackson -nice-

2005-01-28T14:13:00.000-08:00

CNY cumin le. -hais-
a yr pass so quick.
soon i'll be 17..old liaos.
-slaggin-

gt miie clothes ferr CNY.
it okae lor. burtt i realli
like e colour. -nice-

todae. verii furnie make
miie dae so happii..-haha-
i wonder whyy boys so
fuggin fugup -argh-
dey jus gt nth to do. put
goggles in miie bag. 3 summre.

need to catch a show le. hehe=)

-life is precious, we onlie gt to live once-

muSsiCc- BackStreet boy. drowning

2005-01-27T11:19:00.000-08:00

aiyox. paiseh again.
nv blog ferr 4 dayss.
-opps- sumone goin to nag
mii liaos.

im sick!! -laggin-
dis few dae i feel verii cold.
den kana attack by flu.
bloody hell -kelian-
so xin ku. -sick-

i A on miie geographie. -clever-
hehe. i guess im jus toO
gOod at disS sub. graphic gt
mii gott highest. -yippy-

recently, i watched a korean
series. -wow- so nice. but sum
part verii touchin.
"stairway 2 heaven" -nice-
iff u watchh itt, u'll nv regret
seein it. haha =) CNY cumin!!

-i'll nv let u go again, i promise-

muSsiCc- Forever Young -nice-

2005-01-23T15:03:00.000-08:00

hehe=) sorrie ytd nv blog.
-paiseh-hmm.let mii recall
wat i do ytd,oh ya i went a
place to eat -dimsam-nice!
den wnt shoppin.brought a
top -nice-

todae,busy dae wen over mii
mum bf house ferr renovation.
-tired- mii hand injured liaos
-kelian-very dirty the hse -eeee-

tml gt non-uniform dae.donatin
ferr the tsunamii againn.dunno
how are dey liaos..i read lot
of blog ytd. found out most
of demm gt lovee prob.hais.
mii gt realli bad flu.gtg.ciaos!

-lovee iss aa speciall feelingg whichh God wants us to feell & nt play wif it-

muSsiCc- Xu Shao Yang- Hua Xiang --nices-

2005-01-20T02:51:00.000-08:00

hmm.sians in sch.nt to do sia.
-grinz- plyin comp wif pple watchin
mii -argh- dey wanna see wat i type.
-tired- feel lyke slpin sia.miss mii
bed nw. -bleah-

nothin special happen todae.ltr goin
to mii mum frnd hse to -makan- ltr.
-yumyum- wonder wt wud she cook
todae. -hungry-

gt hell lotsa of c/w to do sia. -sians-
need to complete dem by february.
dun feel lyke doin it.for GCSE.

gt to change mii blog skin liaos.
-lazie- hais. im jus slackin. =)

gtg liaos. bye everyone!

-sch SUCKS!!-

muSsiCc- Jay Z & Linkin'Park- Encore -niCes-

2005-01-19T13:01:00.001-08:00

hmm.todae isnt a good dae
fer mii -sads- many tings happen.
seriousli tired on man,guy,watever

mii wake mii up at 6.3o becus oOf
familie prob. -pissoff- realli cant
stand HIM.y he so cpcb. -argh-

i haf geo exam todae.it goes
realli well -yuppie- so happy
abt dat. i gt B grade fer textiles.
-happie-

tml suppose 2 be a off day for mii
becus of Eid-Mubarak. den mii frnd
tell mii go den gif mii 3o.oo.-rich-
hais gt money tke y nt go. -hehe-
cus she wnt to see a guy she likes.
-nerdy-

Hari Raya cuming, goin 2 celebrate
by cOoking some malay-indonesian
dishes. -yumyum- 0_o! -tired-
gettin mre tired nwadays
-peaceout-

-mii life hass turn beautiful cus oOf yOo.becus im drowning in ur loorve-

muSsiCc- Jolin Tsai-> R&B Queen --> Love Love Love -nice wor- =)

2005-01-19T13:01:00.000-08:00

2005-01-18T13:31:00.000-08:00

unlucky dae ytd.mii mum car key
gt stolen becus of sum paki boys.
-argh- seriousli hate dem. todae,
gt maths, was sittin at the stage.
every1 iss lookin at mii and mii
frd. -paiseh-

hmm.todae those paki iss soo
annoyin. -pissoff- one of dem
stil smile at mii..dunno wat his
prob..-shit- feel like slapin him
-OpPs- todae eat chicken
and chip -yumyum- nices..

went to supermarket. you know
juss noww i tott mii siss was jking
abt her tooth shaking..sooo....
i went to shake it & came off..
-eeeee- was bleeding.. -kelian-
im sry. i tott she was joking mah..
-hehe- aniwae, im tired nw.-aaWw-
see yOo!

-Life iss a learning process, learn wat's best for yOo!-

muSsiCc- Jay_-da de jie maO -niceS- 0_o!

2005-01-17T09:36:00.000-08:00

hi. todae mii ishh stress tired sia.
cannt stand animre. hais, why life
ish so difficult. -sobs-

we shud all be happi. but wen we
are happii sumting frm somwher
jus pop upp & ruin it -argh-

todae, i verii bla blah. dunno why.
revise for maths today. gettin harder.
-hais- everidayy gettin sians.

-peace out- 0_o"

*learn to lurve n tOo cheriSh everi singLe oOne by uUr siDdee*

muSsiCc- Colin Raye- Love, me -niCeS-

2005-01-16T13:30:00.000-08:00

hi everyone. i gt a tired day todae.
didnt do alot of ting. went out n slack.
need to start working tml. -sians-

need some rest now..cant update
animre. -paiseh-

i learn sumting todae...
tO give & taKe fairLy..

*i will love yOo everyday oOf mi LifEe..*

muSsiCc- hu_yan_ping - waiting for yOo! -niceS-

2005-01-15T16:19:00.000-08:00

hey everyone. finalli i mke a effort to cum

bck 2 bloggin. as u have seen i chge my

blogskin.n a nice song fer mi blog.
-firSt Love-

i wonder life is it jus live for Loorve?

hmm. tis few months i tink alot. i oso

learn alot abt `'lurve'`..

cOmpLicated stuff. -forget it-

hm.recent tsunami let mii realisee datt

we cannt expect anitin dat goin to happen

.. -ke lian- people, hope pple stiL
dOnating. eh..i'm in the top yr, so head

of yr tells onli us 2 buy white band on

mondae, 0.50 or mre, n wear it on our

left arm fer a week 2 rmb pple who

died in dis disaster..so onli my yr

goin to wear it. -lame-

i stiL gOt..maths,english exam. -stress-

24.o1.o5 non-uniform day. 1.oo

dis time. fer tsunami oso.

-good- & fun swimin o.2o
2 tsunami oso. hais..i got alot

mre exam. -scared-

tinkin Oof our prOm day..

wat tOo wear? -blury- tml goin

captaL again!! -argh- but oso alot oOf

shua ge wOr~ -chio- hao le. talk tOo
muCh hehe=)..gOing oOrr..zZz -_-zZ

*you mei you ren kao su wo, zhe me fan qi ni?*

muSsSicCc----> Jay--> my bOmbaStiC- An qing suan ya- nice.nice

2004-09-18T11:50:00.000-07:00

hey everyone.i know i know.

i didnt blog for a long time.got lots

and lots of coursework to do.hardly can breathe.

well life doesnt seem to be so gd for me.

some probs troubling.but i knw no one will

be able to help.hahas.the helpline?

hahas!! well,just a short blog.need to go

do coursework.nex week sch

got inspection from london.

very strict.so me as a prefect gt alot of

responsibilities.is gd or nt gd?

but i gettin gd with my sch work

and coursework! well manage!

i like it.wOo! well, brought

a nice shampoo today.Pantene!

didnt use this brand be4.but

it smell so nice on my long hair.

earn £116.oo last month. give

mi bro £7o.but wat to do.

his bd.so heartache.

but he happy can liaos..

tC everyone.

listening Bckstreet bOys.All i have to give

"Brain, pls stop givin me the memories of the past.!"

2004-09-09T15:20:00.000-07:00

hais.dint wnt to update becus of some probs.so pls forgive.hehe! well, dis passed monday was my birthdae.nt very happie at first cus kana swear by someone i tot is my frd.so fuck up.but dont care her.i oso dont care tat group of frd le.80% of my frd actaulli have a late gretting for my birthday! sad leh..but they still rmb can liaos..20% of friends thankew! my ex.bf actually rmb my birthday!!im so happy!!he sent mi a message and say "happy birthday" at least we get a chance to be friends..at least he cares..not like somebody* hahas..kidding..mi n bf kinda of separated..didnt want to have one now..kinda of CONCENTRATED on my studies..work like siaos dis few days! mOod is uP dis few days..!so not easily angry..hehe ")..one ting.i dont think der is a need remembering pple birthday when they dont even give a damn to ur bd..but all people want to see ish sincerity right?

kinda of catching up with my coursework..tired.the boy who likes me in sch.he smiled at me.his smile is kinda of cute(assembly).hahas dont say le.late my dar JEALOUS.yeah? well people now i understand to look far for myself.do what is best for urself n future..that makes ur life determined and a better life in the future.hahas talk tOo much..! goin to slp le.tmr stil got sch.anyway dont get to chat with dear.kinda of disappointed with him.but he say must understand understand & understand..yaya.i tryin to get it into my head! hahas! Hallaiuya! AdiOs..Merci.

Christian Song-Empower me!

*Lift up ur voice,lift up ur heart, lift up ur soul and give me ur lurve!

2004-08-29T16:36:00.000-07:00

tired.todae mrning tidy up mine room.
was very please wif mine room nw.hehe ")
i found out dat i actualli gt so much trash ard.
finalli all cleaned up. tired though.
i ate pisang goreng(fried banana)
& noodles.cup of tea.
stil recallin the show i watch ytd.
cinderella can find such a prince.
every girl wish themselves are cinderella.
i nv be one.dat the fact.nv find the rite prince.
today haf a tot of bein single all life.is it difficult?
i was bein stupid.i feel lyke im goin to lose all
my confident.worried.

in the afternoon.went to my mum frd hse.
so crowded wif kids.&baby continue cryin.
was veri lonely der instead.help me stepdad cut
all the grass.(feel like in kuantan)
wasnt very happy todae.
but after i felt better.den watch two
scary movies.wOo!niCe after all.
one is Darkness fall.dis is abt a woman
bein suspect n accuse for killin
two kids in the village.they hang her.
after dey found e two kids safe n sound.
so dey feel guilty but she came bck
for revenge.othe is wrong turn.
it all scary.n ate very delicious food der.
dint catch tyme to chat wif dear again! argh!
mayb tmr ba.tired nw.goin slp.
tC evey1.muackie 2 everyone!
Oyasiminasai.

Listening-Jay Dema-(Zhen Qing)

*Lost of inspiration.im expire of love*

2004-08-28T15:12:00.000-07:00

tired.mrning wake up..*yaWn*went bankS

4 mi mum.den ltr we go 2 a malaysia

national dae carnival.wOo! fun le.

sO manY kidS.. & babieS..niCeS! *yeah!*

eat abit lotS todae. dey sell alot of tingS der..

*yumm*my mum frd sell a fOod stOre

der tOdae..veri bZ..eat curry ayam..

wOo niCes! beSt chiCken! den went 2 play wif kidS

.. fOotball & climblin up the treeS..wOw!

den wen i started get tired..i went tO sit dwN

beSide my mum other frd

whu iS cOoking *tOseh*(mayb spell wrOng)

fun!den i went to cine..watCh hillaRy dUff..

the CindeRella stOry! oMg..sO niCes..

almOst the beSt cindeRella stOrY

i haF watCh! e cinder name iS saMantha(sam)

& the prinCe iS AuStin AmeS! sO furnie oSo

..gOin tO watCh it again! wOo!my mum watCh

I-rObOt.. i dun like it though..well! tOday iS niCes

..but stiL gOttO sOrt sum tingS out wif deaR

...arGh!hOpe we wOuldnt quarrel..cuS frm the

start of our r/s we dint fight be4..sO.haiS.

see wart it takeS lorS..!cuS i tink we treat our problem

wif patient & understanding..maybe dat y
we dint fight ba. *yaWn*anywaeS tired liaOs..

wanna slp liaOs..!
gOod niteZ..! muaCkS tO eVeryOne!

*Listenin ("0_o) ") yuan yu hui..by jay chOu.niCes!

*LurVe betWeen haS gOt understandin..hw abt our truSt?*

2004-08-27T06:14:00.000-07:00

todae.nt special..hehe=)mi birthdae cumin.tinking of
puttin up a party fer mi frds.my mum sae she gonna coOk.
*yumyum~*todae wen town wif mummy.den buy sum vegi.
bananaS..*cheaP*..recentLy heard dat a.l hurt her handS..poOr tingS..
*ouCh!*wiSh heR weLL..muS tC..!

gonna rush 4 mi toOpid cOurSework..*irritating*
one mre week tO go be4 sch reOpen..*argh!*
hate sCh..but haf 2 go.been dOing mY blog 4 hOurS..!
*peNgS*..knOwS a feW frDs 4rom iRc..fRiendLy pPle..!
'cheerS'!..realli gLad my pRimaRy sCh frD..'huiYi' repLy mi maiL..
oR eLse i am gOin 2 kill heR *jOkinG*..uPloaD sum piCs agaiN..
tired liaOs..gOin tO tke mediCine..& taKe a naP! *zZzzzZ*

Listening Unknown demo by Jay..niCes!

*LurVe neeDs mOtivAtiOnS..anD greaT insPiratiOnS..!~*

grInZ

2004-08-27T06:09:00.000-07:00

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me & mi mei..!

~steL~

2004-08-26T10:25:00.000-07:00

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*wRinKz*

2004-08-26T10:09:00.000-07:00

hmm..tOday nt veRy happie.bOring OsO..
i stil confused in a r/s how shud be to maintain?
it seems tO be sO haRd..nO tOpiC tO tOk Oso sianS..
i tink in r/s it shud be alot of tings 2 tok abt..aS in
teLL eaCh otheR what bOthering dem..prOblemS..
tingS gOing On..sO the tRuSt might gain eVen mRe..
is dat rite? tRusT,faiTh,LoVe & UnderStanDinG aRe neEdEd
in r/s am i rigHt Or wRonG..maYbE i shOuldnt be in r/s..
arGh!! hate mYseLf..i aM sUch a B****..i gOttO aDmittEd it!
haTe mYseLf..*saDs=(*..beGin tO be siCk aGain..bleaH=P

*Rong Zhu Er-Let me fLy*

*What iS gOd pUrPose fOr bRinginG me tO aCcept LurVe?*

2004-08-24T15:31:00.000-07:00

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yUmmY!!

2004-08-24T04:10:00.000-07:00

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2004-08-24T04:08:00.001-07:00

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2004-08-24T04:08:00.000-07:00

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2004-08-24T04:06:00.000-07:00

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2004-08-24T04:05:00.000-07:00

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2004-08-24T04:01:00.000-07:00

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2004-08-24T02:28:00.000-07:00

heY eVeryoNe i'm bCk fRm hOllaNd LiaOs..wOo! niCe siA..aLL tHe cOw aNd shEeP maKinG mE miSs it..weLL iT kinDa oF a eXpEriEnCe fOr mE LoRs..tHe hOteL OsO beRi niCe *hehe* eSpeCiaLLy tHe *miaN baO* daT thE beSt man..tHe beSt bReaD i hAf eVer tAsTeD..betteR dEn BreAktaLk..haha* aLL the peOpLe deRe verY heLpfuL aNd pOliTe dE leH..*griNx*taKe heLL aLot oF piCs..wHen i fiRst reaCh tHe aiRpOrt..sO biG man..! bUt OutSide veRy cOld..deN i fOunD eVerY Cab iS meCeDes..dEy sIbeI riCh Leh..deIr bUs OsO beRy LonG sia..*sObs* deN deRe aLot oF cAnaLs..gUesS onE of tHeiR trAnsPorT iS bOat..*weiRdO* oSo aLot oF mUseUm..hehe=) aNd indOneSiaN reStaUraNt..anD thaI..*yUmmY*aNd tHe mOst faMouS winDmiLLS..wOO! daT niCe leh..beLow iT ..it aLL cheeSe..soMe otHer winDmiLL maKing PowdEr..fLouR..niCe! deN whEn tO theiR marKet 1sT..saW aLot oF sOuvenirS..aNd fRienDshIp baNds..niCeS! weNt in tO a bReaD shOp..OmG the bReaD sMeLL sO gOOd *yuMMy* aNd a tYpicAL dIsh iS wRaP witH chiLLi, tOmatOs anD gReeN chiLLi nt hOt thOugh..bUt sO niCes..eat tWo oF theM..! dEy maKes thE cheeSe theMseLves dE.. deN it cOmes in ciRcLes..*weIrd* bUt it haS a veRy niCes smeLL..! wenT tO the museUm..their dRaWinG raWks maN! wOrth heLL aLot..hehe* On mY LaSt daY..weNt tO the faRm neArbY oUr hOteL..*smeLLy*but tHe sCenaRy beRy niCes...cOw aNd sheeP aLL enJoyIng theIr LivEs theRe..gOOd pLace tO staY thOugh..yOu caN feeL verY reLaxeD deRe..niCes! haVe a veRy gOOd shOweR..aNd weNt hOme (eNgLand)..mY neXt hOLidaY tRip iS sinGapoRe..mY hOmetOwn..*yeah*..

went to the library..borrowed HONEY video tape although i saw it in the cinema liaos..but i think it very nices then i went to borrowed again..heY veryone i will post osme picture in my picgallery.com then link it sO every one can see the picture i took in hOlland, aMsTerdaM..aiight? i lOOk ugLy in iT sO donT givE commeNt..cUs i aM nOt phOtOgeNiC..hehe*..eVeryOne haVe a niCe daY!

listening to Jay chou-_-wai pO..niCes!

*if love can be an inspiration in watever we dO..*

2004-08-10T15:56:00.001-07:00

hey hey! startin 2 get mre & mre lyke sIngaPorE liaOs..saw the concert at esplanade ytd..it was realli gd..cus alot of idOLs dere lehs..hehe heard there is firewOrk deR wOr..hahas i felt verY proud for mY country..hmmm..singapore 39th yrs old liaos..hahas!! hmmm..mR gOh cHeOk tOng Leaving leh..i rmb once he came to mY home tOwn at WhamPoA it waS a veRy Long tIme aGo..bUt he tKes me aS his GoD daUghteRs..haha!! bUt i dOnt waNt tt LEE to be in hiS plaCe..tOOpid Sia.!!

weNt oUt wit mY frD..haIs dey sIao sIao de..keep laughing and saying dirty jOkes..sayin tmr gt DaTes..hahas!! but i OnLy haVe deM tO lauGh witH..theY aRe the only one who can listen when i need someone other than my family..they understand.and always agreed with what i said..they sO swEet..bLess theM!! hahas..starting to miss everyone..19th going Holland wonder how it will be like in there..haha!! stella in holland!! funnie leh!! hahas..i lst my appettite for the whole..dont whY starting to vomit blood or something..furnie..nT planning to tell aniOne de.!! tOOpid paRent..i cOOk todAe..jus wnt to do hSe a faVor..then they gt so mAnY baD coMMent on wHat I cOOk..duN lyKe theN donT eat Lah..i aLso dont wnt to eat de..but force to..dun wish to gO holland..but also force to..but i am countedas fortunate liaos lah..so I wont complain animre..hahas! stella enuff!! hahas...bleah=)feel extremely dWn..hahas..i guess no one can ever fill my heart with warm love except him & HIM..haha!!

*if u really LovE mI..wHy mY heaRt iS stiLL eMptY??*

listening to JaY chOu- __ xI hUi

2004-08-07T14:43:00.000-07:00

hmm..lng tyme dint blog liaos..cus im a bit bz..i wake up early in the mrning nth to do lei..si bei sians..then was on the comp all the way till afternoon..there is abit prob dis few days..hmm..mi bro n sis all break up liaos..but i stil cling onto love..he treat me realli well..i realli grateful having him by my side..i gt love onto two boat..one is GOD the almighty and one is mi dear..

in the aftnoon...went to london for some chill out..today i felt veri happy because of Him and him..listening to jay Chou newest album all day.. i fnd out dat his song is mostly what couple in world actaulli felt..well...true love doesnt mean by pure gf and bf it means by sacrificing and giving up for love ones..hmmm..well all couples who just break..dont feel sad..it a experience and u will find a better one..like i do..hehe=) sweet sweet love**grinz*

listening ..Jay Chou-Je Kou..**

*He who create love..have mke people fall in love..and He bless it by the word everlasting*

2004-07-31T07:56:00.000-07:00

hmmmm..todae my mummy cuming bck frm singapore le!! finalli i dont need to do so much work by miself le..yeah!! =) mmmm...one gd news fer every1!! mi cumin bck on November, hpe dis is the last time i said..hehe =P paiseh everybodi..so happi..jus take sum pic jus nw..quite nices..but mi nt goin to show on blog todae..=) *grinz*

all pple who knows mi listen up..mus treat mi gd wen i cum bck..cus i heard dat i onlee gt three weeks..which is nt a long time but..i hope it long for everybody..hehe=)) well, tired onlee eat lunch todae.dun eat much..but quite full. i was slipping my saliva wen xiu says she wen to eat steamboat..hehe but i only eat mee goreng here..ke lian hor? hehe=) no choice but i will wait for dat dae to go bck n eat everything i can..hehe*saliva dripping* hehe..well later go tke a bath n go bring mama bck frm airport gtg liaos..bye every1..enjoy ur day!!

*listening to Mini & Gu-Er_-Don't Cry* nices!!

* if i onlie left one day wif u even one second i will cherish with all my heart..just for you!!*

2004-07-30T06:39:00.000-07:00

hehe..nw eating fries fer bf..nt to eat le..lazie to cook so went to town for bankin sum moni thn buy mi sis burger king thn mi eat cheap fries..but quite nice leh..mi teacher come fer massage today..im quite excited hw she will feel..hehe=)

i miss all my frd..includin in tp..school and church. haii..wonder when and how to face singapore..i hope i wouldnt be much usual..hope so..mi sis birthday cuming..jus wan to wish her a happi birthdae!! 19th yrs old..big girl!! hehe..mi bd also cumin wonder if i will get any present or card..hehe i dun think i will have any oversea sent card..hehe..=)

haii..wonder wart singapore turn to be like..btw singapore bd is cuming..i think it is goin to be the same old things right? haii..hope so lars..hehe..miss*sob sob*

listening _jay chou_-Qi Li Xiang

*if love can last, then what abt us? will we last too?*

2004-07-28T16:51:00.000-07:00

sorry every1 mi gt bend by usin the comp..mi toopid mum's bf lo..keep scoldin mi n mi sis..so kp leh..hmmm..anyway dis few days nt feelin very well..but last few nite wen to airport to see plane..so nice at nite..*misses*hpe the plane can drive mi to singapore..wen swimmin ytd..hmm..tiring & the water so dirty..*eeeeee*

e dae be4 ytd wen to eat Nandos..hehe the famous chicken..and chip with peri pei suace so nices..i think the peri sauce ish wat we use to haf in mac lor..the one u put the powder in the fries and shake it..hehe =) sorry mi shock liaos..bleah =PP

mi lyke the song frm usher beri much..*burn*

found a prog.."who lives near u"..i think this prog can help pple mke frd wif the pple ard ur block hehe=) dere is dis tevee prog showing pple living in a house..and the way they live their lives with ten different people and depent on the people who vote them out..toopid lehs..why pple like to waste time on those prg..haiss

hao le..mi wanna go to slp le..mi sis birthdae cuming..and mi mum cumin bck lo..happie** goin slp le..

*i hpe mi world is filled wif joy n laughter by pple ard me..and filled with u love and warmness..*

2004-07-20T15:04:00.000-07:00

mi arh..todae kana scoldin by mi mum bf again!! *sobs*haii..mi go to skool todae dint brin tie..kana tcher scoldin again!! =( veri bad luck lehs..haii nt veri happie 2dae cus oso feelin mre sick dae n dae..wart am i goin 2 do? mi mum bf was scoldin mi abt a fone bill of 12.20 pounds..i mean hello?? is dat too much for 1mths? i dun think so lors..n stil quest mi who is dis whu is dat? so bloodi toopid..mus cpcb..haii *grinz* mi veri nt happi todae..hmmm..aniwae tmr mi yr 10 certicate awardin..it called record of acheivement..so toopid everyone mus go leh..i feel so paiseh to go on the stage man...-_-"" so toopid leh..haii..burt have to go so bo bian...so u lots mus wait for mi gd new of wart certificate i get..okies..as xiu says stop complainin so i will stp nw,,hehe=) cus mi eye winkin nw..gotto slp liaos..hehe so blog tmr yeah =0zZzZ okies mi goin liaos..bb everyone

*i hpe u cn be wif mi everyday every nite even when i slp*

*Love is blind, God is love is God blind??*

2004-07-18T14:55:00.000-07:00

hmmm.l.todae mrning do so much hsework..so tired *grinz*dis few daes hor..dunno y cant eat proper leh..*bleah*the moment i see food i feel lyke *vomit*eeeee rite? hais.. prbbly is becus mi appetite nt so gd nw cus sick mah..hehe

todae wen another town to watch spiderman..*sobs* so nices man..it lyke so sad fer the guy becus so many pple dun udstd him..*cry* but the best part ish he gif up e dream of spiderman n cum bck again..yeah!! *grinz* so happy wen e girl came bck to peter..spiderman-peter..but aniwae haf a realli nice tyme 2dae and cook fer mi famili lor..*lol*

wen hme fer a nice bath..hehe =) felt lyke dancin todae..scre dat i dance pple lookin at mi..very paiseh *sobs sobs* dat all fer todae..=pP

+__u mke mi feel lyke dancin.mke mi life complete__+

//.if i haf a chance..i wnt to be wif u in mi next life n life after next..n nvr endin life wif u.//

2004-07-17T11:58:00.000-07:00

hey..todae leh went to mi frd hse 4 her bd party..n i brght the indian movie der she cried wen she sees it..and dey cooked realli gud food..todae was kinda not feeling well..haf a really kinda boring day cus stomach pain the whle dae leh..argh!! =) well gt record of acheivement dae soon!! excited!! hehe..kinda of la.cus dunno wart cert im get dat dae..but i hope it wil be gud!! please!!

*wart if tomorrow never comes, why cherish love one nw?*

2004-07-16T20:30:00.000-07:00

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2004-07-16T20:04:00.000-07:00

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Patient is endurance Patient is inspiration and Patient gives lurve a happi endin

2004-07-16T18:08:00.000-07:00

heyhey! mi cum bck bloggin le..but hor it;s other blog,,hehe! so every one mus peng chang k? =) todae i watched a bollywood movie le..realli nice i see until i cried..the show tittle ish "Kal Ho Naa Ho" it means "wad if tmr dun cum" so sad the best person died..the actress veri pretti leh..do u all realise dat indian actress beri nices? n dey dance very nice..! hehe =)..anywae nwadae xiu n a.l has been tokin abt eliza pang lo..dat she is a slut. but cannt blame us fer sayin dat becus she find prob her own..aniwae todae bought two top..so nices!! i'm lovin it! hehe..=)

listenin to jolin Love Love Love

hehe =) nices song..i love it man!

+__if lurve ish dat very moment i gif anithing to cherish it_

happie! sunday goin watch movie in other town called Hatfield..excited =Pp

have a nice day every one! n most of it I lurve mi dear 4ever ..hehe!

+___milkshake___+

hehehehee

duhhbrainn

derr duhhbrainn

duhhbrainn andd the derrbrainn

duhhbrainn

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ferr every sec datt cheerr eu up.will cheerr ya downn as well

*grInZ*

*~steL~*

Patient is endurance Patient is inspiration and Patient gives lurve a happi endin

+_milkshake_+

grInZ

~steL~